Thursday, May 28, 2009

Guided Meditations

I have been practicing sitting meditation for 35 years, first learning from the written instructions in Zen Mind, Beginner Mind.  For the first 20 plus years of my practice, I assumed that sitting meditation was a single “thing” – and always did what I would now describe as mountain meditation or shikan taza – resting my mind in my hara (the region just below my belly button) and being firmly present and concentrated there.  After I joined Thich Nhat Hanh’s Sangha 11 years ago, after so many years practicing by in isolation, I began to realize the diversity of what people call sitting meditation – and as I took advantage of that diversity, I enriched my practice with so many (too many?) options for what to do when I sat down.

 I occasionally would experiment with guided meditations in Thay’s style (as described in The Blooming of a Lotus), but really didn’t find them compelling generally.  However, lately I have been using recorded guided meditations by Jon Kabat-Zinn and Tara Brach fairly regularly (once every week or two) – particularly when I feel tired or my mind is particularly busy or I feel anxious.  I am finding it a useful supplement to my regular sitting practice – a way of reinforcing and supporting helpful attitudes towards sitting, and making clear choices about the kind of meditation I wish to do – vipassana or tonglen or resting in the breath.

Do you use guided meditation as part of your personal practice? If not, why not?

If you do use guided meditations, which ones do you use, and why do you choose to use them?

Monday, January 12, 2009

Spiritual Activism

I am reading the introduction (by Coretta Scott King) to a book of sermons by Martin Luther King, Strength to Love and contemplating: what are the essential elements of spiritual activism? 

In the introduction, I found two key themes, interbeing and the primacy of love. Interbeing is word coined by Thich Nhat Hanh for an idea expressed so well by Martin Luther King, Jr. 

All men are caught in an inescapable network of mutuality, tied in a single garment of destiny.  Whatever affects one directly affects all indirectly.  I can never be what I ought to be until you are what you ought to be, and you can never be what you ought to be until I am what I ought to be.

A spiritual activist is one whose work is driven by, ground in, the awareness of this interdependence - her desire for change is rooted in the knowledge that all suffering is her own suffering, and the compassion that flowers from that knowledge. So when she sees suffering in the world, she is moved to respond - to change the systems and structures in the world that create suffering as well as responding directly and compassionately to those who suffer. 

And the tactics a spiritual activist chooses are also rooted in that knowledge, because those he works against, whose behavior he endeavors to change, are also his brothers and sisters. Because of that, it is impossible for the spiritual activist to fully separate means from ends.  As Coretta Scott King writes, 

Noncooperation and nonviolent resistance were means of stirring and awakening moral truths in ones opponents, of evoking the humanity which, Martin believed, existed in each one of us. The means, therefore, had to be consistent with the ends.

The primacy of love is the second essential element of spiritual activism. Martin Luther King, Jr., writes

To retaliate in kind would do nothing but intensify the existence of hate in the universe. Along the way of life, someone must have sense enough and morality enough to cut off the chain of hate.  This can only be done by projecting the ethic of love to the center of our lives.

This ethic of love affects our relationships to our coworkers and our opponents. For myself, I am profoundly imperfect in its application - but the knowledge of it informs and teaches me all day.  For example, an organization with which I am deeply involved is having a small financial crisis - something that is affecting so many activist organizations in these times.  If I ask the question, what is best for the organization, I get a clear answer. But when I instead ask the question, What would love do?, I get a deeper and more complex answer, that is more aware of the humanity of the staff, instead of seeing them as only vehicles to moving the mission of the organization. 

As I reflect on these things, I have many questions. One has to do with effectiveness - are spiritual activists less effective, and have less impact, because their view is more complex and because they might be unwilling to consider tactics that are aggressive?  Or are they more effective because their work serves the larger goal of creation of a new world, a "beloved community"?  Is the difference in effectiveness only short-run vs long-run?

Let me know what you think in the comments.



Thursday, July 19, 2007

More on AI

Almost done reading Change at the Speed of Imagination. I keep thinking, what are the limits of AI as a tool? Can we define kinds of organizations or situations where it's use might even be counterproductive?

For example, one organization I'm working with has some significant conflicts/lack of alignment around structure and power. As we move into strategic planning, it is clear (to me) that the basic structure of the organization is flawed - the overhead costs of running this organization are too high relative to the benefits. So I wonder - if we did an AI process here, and inquired into what was energizing/positive in the past about this organization - we would find them, everyone would feel energized about the benefits of the organization, the conflicts would fade - but I'm not sure the organization would ever face the question of cost. Or would that resolve as the organization moved decisively towards building on its strengths?

One of the main examples used in Change at the Speed of Imagination is about an (e)valuation of a simulation training created by a department in a major pharmaceutical company. I found that a little bewildering. If the simulation training was a bust, a good idea that didn't work, would they have been able to tell from this process? It seems that evaluating it by having the people who created it do an inquiry that pushed for positive responses would make it pretty easy to avoid any bad news.

Change at the Speed of Imagination

Ok, I'm triggered. I KNOW we're not supposed to act when triggered - so I'm breathing... OK, now I'll go jump up and down (works for my daughter)... Do you mind if I vent just a little? PLEASE??? (Stop reading here if the answer is no).





OK. I'm just finishing reading Appreciative Inquiry: Change at the Speed of Imagination. Like many books that are interesting, I loved it - AND - it makes me crazy! On p.195 they say (talking about AI vs. current OD practice), " [AI} focuses on inquiry in the life-giving, generative aspects of organizational functioning, rather than the traditional pathology-oriented focus."

I don't get it! Why is it necessary to unfairly demonize other approaches to talk about AI? I love AI! I want to live my life appreciatively! But I do NOT want to forget how to be analytical - it's damned useful! Analysis is NOT about pathology - and it is possible to study and analyze many systems objectively without disturbing them appreciably (PUN).

Besides, it doesn't seem very consistent with thinking appreciatively to fail to appreciate the profound insights generated by other approaches to personal and organizational change that came before AI, and were part of the intellectual and social fabric out of which AI emerged.

SNIFF.

OK, I'm done now.

Back to your regular programming/thoughts/whatever....

Monday, July 16, 2007

Begin at the Beginning

In the beginning, the earth was void - i.e empty. And my mind is empty right now. A very good place to start for a blog whose themes are, in part, Buddhist.